The signs of betrayal

Day after day I try to leave expectations behind
I clear the way, the way is open as my mind
I meet one, I meet another, soon they'll make a group
(and I am not in)
It seems to me that I am the one on my own again

No code for understanding
no word to make it clear
What I see is human being
who doesn't see my tear

No sign which I could trust in
The air's too thick to breath
Something in me is dying
Leaving space for new

Who made the wall, it still remains the secret in my life
Who took the words that go away without effect on you
I am bleeding now, waiting for refreshment for my soul
What I will get, shall likely be that thing to bring me down